Hi! 🙂 This is a poem I wrote at around about 12/13. It’s not perfect, but it was a great outlet for my feelings at the time.
They told me to play barefoot on grass,
Enjoy the happiest days of my life,
Have little care about the future,
We have it all planned for you,
Just take that ball and score the goal before old age tackles you.
Was there ever room on the field for me or just the other team?
They told me to cast my role in the play,
I obliged willingly,
A mask to hide behind on stage,
Chose a name out of the few available,
Ignorant to the dividing line,
Another way to gain control,
Should I have written my own lines, even settled for none at all?
They told me to choose a side,
A small bird sang a song in my ear,
Telling me the path leading to justice above fear,
Feeding me the worms from the garden until it was time to leave the nest,
Should I have flown South rather than West?
They told me they knew how to cure night time obsessions,
For life is short and the sun will soon set,
There’s not enough time to gaze at the moon,
Enjoy the last colours before they hide eternally,
Is the light of the night a sweet breakthrough?
And after all it’s hard to tell if I’m me underneath all these meaningless movements or if I’m just fragments of them,
Formed to be the mirror image of all that I’ve seen,
But deep down feeling like an anomaly.
Told the idealistic dream of free thought as a child,
As they sharpen the knives behind my back,
No longer able to tell black from white,
Breaking through from a numb fantasy,
Is this life trailing behind real…
Or a series of illusions?
This is beautiful…you are beautiful…I just read a couple of your post and they are so amazing! 🙂 I love you and your blog!
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Thank you so much, that means a lot to me!:) I can’t wait to hear more from you, and to read some more of your wonderful posts 🙂
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your writing is so powerful..like reading this takes me back to times in my life when i could really relate to the feelings you kind of portrayed
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I think we all feel a bit misplaced in the universe at times haha. I’m going to go look at your blog x
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thanks, mines not really as deep as yours but i just wanted to comment because…like wow !
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Bless you 🙂 Yours is more…upbeat than mine, I’d say, which is never a bad thing-in fact, I think I need to learn a few lessons from you :D. Keep writing, I’m really enjoying your blog x
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aw thank you so much 🙂 x
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” A mask to hide behind on stage” this line hit me hard. At thirteen it does feel like you have no control and you must take part in ‘the play of life’. Great work
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Thanks 🙂 I guess everyone feels that way to a certain extent, no matter the age-but at 13, it’s a lot more intense 🙂
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This is beautifully written! Great job, and I look forward to seeing more of your work! 🙂
-aliz ❤
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Thank you so much! 🙂
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Wow this is amazing! Had to read it 3 times for it to sink in because it was so perfectly written! Em x
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Thank you Em! It’s really nice to hear from you 🙂 x
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This is so good!
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I wasn’t so sure about it as I wrote it a long time ago-but thank you so much! 🙂
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